Does this make since? I wrote it after it happened!?

I See Him

I know he's not really there

He hasnt been here for yrs

But yet i see him at my door

He walks over and sits on my bed

I shake my head

He says "yes"

"Yes, I am here"

I close my eyes hoping its just a dream

By the time i open my eyes Im crying

I throw my face to my bed

So he cant see my tears

He bruhes my hair with his hand

I sit up looking him in his eyes

He brushes my check to get the tears away

He points to my painting

I tell him "I know it sucks"

He tells me to "stop it it looks great! Your looking great yourself! What have you done with my little sister?"

I smile at him fighting back tears saying "Bubby i miss you so much! I wish you was here with me. I know this cant be true but it has to be. Because i am crying wishing i could really see you."

He pulls me to him and holds me til i cry myself to sleep.

My brother passed aways when i was 9 he was 12. This happened one day scared me to death but i have a piece in my heart thats filled now do u get it

awe sweetheart. I am so sorry for your loss. I really am. I never lost someone close. But when my sister was married and went 10000 miles way, it hurt me as if she was passing, as if I'm losing her for life. She is the only one that I actually talked to in my family. She took care of me all the time. In a sense she raised me. Just a month ago I meet her again, This time she was suppose to stay here with her family. But for some official reasons, she had to go back to UK.